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Kinda going through an emotional breakdown right now. Feels like I'm suffering from social anxiety and loneliness.
I'm not alone but I particularly feel like I have a companion.
Feels like everything is going wrong. I've never felt this before. Everything is wrong. People I love or I care about getting away from me, things thay should've been normal have gone horribly wrong.
I'm not able to focus on task in hand. Haven't been much productive lately. Not able to work on my goals.
Why do I care so much about people who possibly don't even think about me. Why do I care about people so much. Why do I get attached to people so easily.

It's weird.
I this world of more than 7 billion people I feel lost. And alone. 

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