imaginary conversation with someone
"I've got a crush on someone", she said. "Who?", I asked. "You don't know him, so it doesn't make a difference if I tell you or not." "Okay..." "Yup" "You know, I think crushes are a lie. They're just people you have feelings for but you just won't tell them". "That's exactly what they are". "No, I mean I think they don't exist at all. They're just our thoughts. We makeup things about them, judge them, think of things we would say to them which we never do. I think that if you like someone, you should just tell them that." "Then why don't you?" "Why don't I? It's just... Difficult. You know. I umm don't want to make things awkward between us. Okay, the thing is that I'm scared. I'm scared of losing her. I just don't think it would make the situation any better. The fear of ruining things between us is more than that slight chance of