Harsh Saglani

It's a weird feeling, isn't it? When you miss someone. You're with all these people and suddenly you're alone. And you miss everyone. Suddenly you feel empty as if something is missing from your life. Where are those emotions you felt when you were with them? Where are those moments when you were with them? Did you cherish them? Did you live, love and enjoy every moment you spent together with them? All these questions start popping into your mind, with images of the moments you spent together. The smile of the people you love starts playing in your mind in slow motion. Don't know how this works but that feeling of emptiness haunts you for some time. You blindly smile looking at the photos or remembering those moments. For some time until you miss them completely. And then it dawns upon you that those moments you spent won't ever come back. But then it doesn't matter now. The questions you're asking, don't matter now. But the answers surely do.

And today I don't know what to write. I'm sitting here staring at the "Note" section in google keep. The title is still empty and i don't think I'll fill it. I just felt like I should write something but idk what. I really don't. I don't know what to call this feeling but I've felt it before. It is this feeling when you have so much to do but nothing at all. When you want to do something but at the same time you know it won't make a difference or it won't matter. Or the feeling when you're around people but you still feel lonely. I... am not me when I'm around people. I am me when you spend time with me. You get to know me when I open up to you when we're talking to each other only. Via any medium. It would be more truthful and meaningful if we're talking in person. Obviously. I am a completely different, calm and patient person when we're alone and we're talking only to each other. I'll share things with you