Harsh Saglani

I'm feeling low. And my head is screaming that I tell you this but I won't. Because I don't matter to you anymore. Because you don't matter to me anymore. I remember once i was feeling sad and how we talked for an hour and I felt better... Much better.. But those were the days.. People change. People get busy So busy that they forget about others. Ever heard your best friend saying I was busy, I had work, i had stuff to do, hence I couldn't talk to you / text you. Sounds funny isn't it. Not according to the "friend". According to the "friend" friendship is more about understanding someone. Great. I agree. But when will you understand me. When will you understand that how I am always free when you want to talk to me. When will you understand that I sometimes feel low and want to talk to you but you're too busy to talk to me. When will you understand that its not always about yourself in friendship. I agree we all have thing...

You know sometimes it's just you who's the problem and not the others. Sometimes, it's just that YOU don't find happiness around you or from the people around you. Maybe they're happy, it's just you. Basically, the title of this post is "Gloomy day" but it wasn't until 10 P.M. that I felt horribly sad. Wasn't anyone's fault. It's just me that's a little bit gloomy. I feel alone. I have no one. I have no one to hold tightly into my arms and tell them how I feel. Sometimes I just remember things. Things which I left behind 2 years ago. But they still haunt me. Those memories. I still get goosebumps. I still get sad. Sometimes, I cry. But people don't know. Because whenever they see me, I'm always smiling. As they say: The loneliest people are the kindest, The saddest people smile the brightest, The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they ...